or the other

January 2, 2001

Today I had the

worst crash I’ve had since I’ve been ill. Had to leave work early and crashed

on the couch for about 2 hours. Ate a hearty meal of Hamburger Steak and Mashed

Potatoes and felt better after that. I now know that I have to eat 3 times per

day and snack in between. I’ll see when I go to the doc on Thursday what else

I can do. 

I hated to stay

home because I was gonna go to Niki’s parents to have spaghetti. I wanted to

hang out but I was way too exhausted to leave last night. I’m tired of not having

enough energy later in the day. I don’t know if this is the beginning of diabetes,

exhaustion, or something else. It’s beginning to piss me off. I have way too

many things to do, to let an illness slow me down. But then again my body has

another idea. The past year and a half has been busy. With taking over the network,

dealing with Y2K short staffed, moving to marketing, taking over advertising

and media buying, etc. Not to mention the things that I cannot print online.

I think my body has finally spoken. “Sit down fat boy, you owe me”

or “You inner-child is suing for Child Labor Laws”. Actually I think

I heard it once say, “Ooh, you mean we get to rest a whole weekend?”.

Damn this sucks.