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May 31, 2006

I just quit my band. It was one of the hardest things I had done in my life. I put a lot of myself into those songs and not only did I lose that, I almost lost my friends. My heart isn’t in it anymore. I wish them well and hopefully I’ll be able to heal enough to be friends with them down the line.

Honestly, my heart is broken. I just want music to be something I love again. I can’t write about it, I can hardly listen to it, and I sure can’t play it.

it was the most fruitful musical relationship I have ever been in. If most bands had a 1/10th of what we had, it would be a better world (musically).